GUILTY EPI 33

           GUILTY

EPISODE NO 33

       

GENRE.... GHULAM JILANI

 "But don't worry, Komal. I'll fix everything somehow."
 Ehtesham said nervously in his long silence.
 "Nothing will be right now, Ehtesham ... nothing will be right ..."
 The movement on Komal's lips was shrouded in fear and uncertainty.
 "Gentle ... say something, God ... don't be so silent, don't leave me alone ... !!"
 Another message of pride appeared on the screen ... Komal was watching but his existence seemed to have become static. Whatever she said, it was all over. It takes courage to say something, courage was gone ... now what else was she thinking.
 "Why didn't you tell me all this before? Did you try to deceive me?"
 "Don't think like that, Komal. You're emotional right now, but believe me, I can't even think of cheating on you ..."
 "You've been watching my show for so many days, I've been through so much pain and suffering, you all know, yet you kept me unaware of the truth?"
 "Komal my life ... !!"
 "Don't take my name ... Komal is dead, you killed Komal with your own hand ..."
 "Komal, are you doing the same nonsense again? What did I tell you?"
 "Yes, I will, I will do this nonsense ... what will you do? You will hurt yourself? .. !! "
 Komal was home to self-pity, frustration and uncertainty.
 "Oh my God ... Komal listen to me! You're not an ordinary girl you know that?"
 Ehtesham tried to restore his confidence.
 "Exactly that is why you hurt me in a special way and broke it ... !!"
 Many tears were shed.
 "You are thinking very negatively, Komal ... sorry!"
 Ehtesham was sad.
 "Am I still thinking negatively?"
 Komal was extremely angry at the pride. She would have shot him if he had been in front of her.
 "Komal, you know how we have faced the situation for each other? Every time I became your strength and sometimes you became mine ... We never left each other, so now why are we cowardly?" Demonstrate? "
 "It was all because the suffering we were experiencing was not related to our own caste. Is that with me? If I had been told first, I would have quietly gone to one side but never complained to you ... "
 Her eyes were watering again.
 "I was scared...!!"
 Ehtesham confessed. Komal was further saddened by his confession.
 "And your fear broke me. What did you get out of it all?"
 Ehtesham remained silent. Komal was shocked by his silence.
 "I need an answer ... !!"
 Ehtesham was still silent. Komal's patience was running out. She knew in that look that pride could not deceive her, but it was not easy to get out of the emotional state she was suffering from.
 "After today, he will understand that Komal is not alive because if you kill me, you have given me anyway ..."
 "Komal, don't leave me ..."
 Ehtesham had written this sentence in an unknown condition. Komal's heart fell into his fist.
 "What should I do, Ehtesham ... you tell me what to do? I can't live without you ... anyone else's idea is a sin for me ... there is nothing wrong with my love, I honestly Why is all this happening to me when you want to? "
 A lot was said out of tender feelings. The fact that he had conquered Komal had increased his pride.
 "Komal, no one can separate us, you are only mine, only of honor ..."
 Komal closed his eyes sadly.
 "But pride, separation is our destiny ... !!"
 "Absolutely not ... no one can ever separate pride and gentleness ... don't even think that separation can ever come between us ... no one can separate me from you unless you want to be gentle ... !! "
 "And I can never think of that ..."
 "I know, Komal, let's run away ..."
 "If you had to run, why did you try so hard to get here?"
 Ehtesham smiled depressedly at his response. He knew Komal would like to die but not to run away ... he wanted to do the same.
 "By running we will settle in our own separate world, where only we will be and no one will be able to separate us ... no sorrow of the world will touch us ..."
 Ehtesham teased her to get her attention and Komal was really lost in her imagery. The dream of a different world was in her heart and mind but she wanted the real interpretation of this dream, she could never find peace in the happiness she got by running away. She also knew this very well.
 "Hmmm, now my heart wants me to run away ..."
 When he said that, Ehtesham laughed uncontrollably and Komal also smiled.
 "Don't worry, I will marry you regularly and take you with me in full splendor ..."
 Komal said in his heart inshallah ...
 "It's just a temporary test that will end soon but success will come only when we support each other ... honestly ... no matter what the circumstances."
 Komal agreed with him one hundred percent. The doorbell rang loudly before she could write an answer. She ran to open the door but she was surprised to see Pinky aunty at the door. Surprised, she hugged him and brought him inside. My mother was also happy to see Pinky's aunt. His mental anguish was also reduced.
 "Why didn't Ijaz Khaloo come, Pinky Khala?"
 Komal asked, shaking his hand over little Shayan's hair. Shayan was ashamed of Komal and he ran outside.
 "Have you seen them? How much did you understand? Don't do mischief, but then the same situation ..." And look ... my heart was very sad. I took a taxi to the car with the children ... what has happened to you? "
 Pinky's aunt was now attracted to my mother. Komal came to the kitchen. She came to the room of Haq Nawaz and Saleem Nawaz looking for children after serving cold drinks, but as soon as she looked at the computer, she remembered the pride.
 "Oh, it was out of my mind ..."
 He slapped his forehead indiscriminately.
 "Hey Shayan, wow do you know how to play games too?"
 Shayan had played the game himself.
 "I have gone to Bala (big) now, so I would take a bag of shali deem and take it ..."
 Komal laughed at his style. Little Hadia was touching and looking at everything in the room. Touching what she liked, she smiled and started walking around holding her frock. Komal kept looking at her. What is childhood?
 "I am B Thelti Oon Deem Shan Te Tala ..."
 (I also play games like Shayan)
 He approached Komal and tried to explain his point with innocence. Komal took her in his arms and fell in love with her.
 "Hani, what did Mama say to you, Jad? Aren't you?
 (Hani, do you remember what Mama said to you? I don't want to say that, but brother John because I am older than you, that's why)
 While playing the game, five-year-old Shayan calmly explained to his three-and-a-half-year-old sister ... Komal was looking at Hadia's face. She was not only seriously listening but also understanding.
 "Bai Dan ..." He tried to say "Bhai Jan" and then kept repeating ... "Bai Dan ... Bai Dan ... Bai Dan".
 She smiled at her success and Komal smiled at her ...
 "Let's have a quick cold drink and go to Mama's ..."
 Komal tried to remove Shayan from the computer.
 "I will not drink the dirty throat."
 Shayan said without touching the toss.
 "I'm excited ..."
 Hadia was annoyed by the memory of juice but Shayan turned her head and stared at her like a pinky aunt.
 "Komal will come empty in the evening, see if there is meat in the freezer or not?"
 Amy called out to Komal. Komal Badal walked out of the room looking at the unwanted computer. She intended to delete her and Ehtesham's messages shortly after Shayan had finished playing the game. Ehtesham had been telling Komal to be very careful in this matter ever since.
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 Then the thing he was afraid of happened, so tangled in the soft kitchen that the thought of going back to the computer disappeared from his mind. Saleem Nawaz came back from school and took charge of the computer. He had read today's talk of Ehtesham and Komal. Bills fell on his forehead. If there were no Pinky aunts in the house, he would have made a storm, but Pinky aunts were not the only reason. The real reason for her silence was "Sheena". He had to go to Sheena in any case because Sheena had ridiculed him for his masculinity. He had been returning to the embers since last night.
 "Amy, I have to go to work today with a friend. I'll be late for the night. Please tell Dad ..."
 Seeing the opportunity, Saleem Nawaz said to his mother.
 "Are you asking me for permission or judging?"
 My mother asked him sharply.
 "I'm getting permission, Amy. What happened?"
 Saleem Nawaz wanted to get out of the house as soon as possible.
 "Where to go? Which friend are you going with? And what's the point of coming home late at night?"
 Saleem Nawaz feared the same interrogation.
 "Amy will do all this later ... I'm late, I'm leaving ..."
 Saleem Nawaz said leaving the room.
 "Wait a minute ... !!" My mother called him back. "Am I asking you something, son? If your father asked me, what would I answer him?"
 Now my mother's tone was a little softer.
 "Amy, am I a bit of a weird boy that you are asking me like this? Everybody goes with their friends, is it haraam for me to be alone? Every happiness ?? I don't know what to say. I am ... !! "
 As soon as Saleem Nawaz was bored, his father was coming back from the front.
 "Where are you getting ready to go?"
 Abu's heavy voice echoed in the room ... Amy went ahead and took the bag of luggage from him and ran an angry look on Saleem's face ... Saleem's breath was stuck somewhere inside.
 "That's all I asked, but if you ask me something, this boy's tongue starts vomiting poison. Now being a mother, should I ask something?"
 Abba stopped unbuttoning his shirt and glanced at Saleem Nawaz.
 "I'll get you some water ..."
 Amy grabbed the bag and angrily walked out of the room. Salim Nawaz had sworn to tease her.
 "Why is your mother saying that?
 Abba opened the button and asked Saleem remained silent, where was it easy for Abba to answer.
 "Today I saw a motorcycle for you ... a second hand but in good condition, we will see in a while ..."
 Saleem Nawaz looked at his father with uncertain joy. Ever since he was stubborn for his separate motorcycle because Haq Nawaz and most of his motorcycles were the cause of the fight. Today, Dad finally got the idea ...
 "Father water ...!"
 She put a glass of soft water in the tray and came inside.
 "Which model is Dad?"
 Saleem Nawaz asked impatiently. Abba took a sip of water and looked at him. Saleem Nawaz's face was glowing with happiness.
 "Right now we're going to see the showroom for myself. I don't know much about models and shades ..."
 Dad put the empty glass in the tray and went to the bathroom adjoining the room. Komal glanced at Saleem's face and came out of the room.
 "Amy? Where are Dad and Saleem going?"
 Komal washed the glass and put it in the stand and asked in a cursory manner.
 "Hey, your father is in the throes of this unlucky Saleem's flirtations, grabbing that box of proven hot spices ..." Komal took the box out of the cabinet and handed it to my mother. There is no peace in the bone, now they are taking a new motorbike and taking it with them ... " While frying the spices, my mother said, "The aroma of hot spices was spread all over the kitchen."
 Amy's muttering continued. Komal calculated in his mind that it would take two to three hours to get a motorbike and now Khaloo had to come too. Before his arrival, Abba was not going to leave the house at all. In that sense, it is impossible for Saleem to go to the girl today. She began to feel very calm at the thought. His heart was warning that the girl was not well. She was taking advantage of Saleem Nawaz's young age, innocence and ignorance. Whatever it was, Komal always wanted to know the secret. She could not see Saleem Nawaz being destroyed.
 "Take this, coriander and salad is ready. Now tell me, is there any other work?"
 Pinky's aunt said as she stepped into the kitchen.
 "Hi Pinky, how much more will you embarrass me ... there is no work, you get ready now, the miracle is coming ... and where are these children? Why is there no sound?"
 Amy put the hand-crushed ginger garlic in the pot and started roasting with her sharp hands. There was such a fragrance in all of them that the servant went to the pot.
 "The children have gone for a walk with Haq Nawaz. Both of them are obsessed with riding a motorcycle.
 Pinky's aunt smiled and said.
 "Yes, that's right, Haq Nawaz. Well, please show your aunt the Multani shawl that I took out of my closet for you last month." Amy carefully put the washed meat in the pot and said to Komal, "You will be amazed when you see Pinky.
 My mother skillfully fried the meat and told them ...
 "Amy, is she the golden one or the maroon one ...?"
 Komal thought for a moment and asked if Amy wanted to hit him on the head. What could Komal do to understand domestic politics ... Amy drank a sip of blood and Komal wondered what I said?
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 Saleem Nawaz thought that he would fly to Sheena on a new bike but his father was not even taking the name of leaving the house yet. He went to the roof and lit a cigarette, looking around carefully. Saleem Nawaz glanced at the house next door, the boys were taking out the white moonlight from a big pickup and taking it inside the house. He left. Sheena's beautiful body started rolling all over Saleem Nawaz's eyes ..... Saleem Nawaz's chest was also burning like a cigarette ..... He wanted to go to her as soon as possible ... Sheena was very emotional and she herself admitted that she is so emotional in love with Saleem Nawaz that she is not even conscious of herself ... she had the courage to give her life for him and Saleem ... she So Sheena was crazy about those claims. Somewhere no girl would put him on the grass and somewhere Sheena was ready to give her life for him.
            Sheena also gave him many expensive gifts. At every meeting she would give him expensive shirts, money, expensive hotel meals, perfumes, watches, chains without knowing what and in return she would only ask for Saleem Nawaz's time, hold his hand, look at him like crazy. ۔
            Sometimes she couldn't believe how she became so important to Sheena, she was a girl from Amir Kabir family. What did he see in Saleem ... It was the first time anyone had gone mad for her, but Saleem had not told any of his friends about Sheena. Sheena herself had said that she did not want Saleem to tell anyone about this relationship because he was afraid of people's eyes. She had expressed her wish to Saleem that she wanted to tell everyone once after marriage that Saleem Nawaz and his wish is true. And Saleem Nawaz had guessed his truth from those words. He did not know that he has become more crazy about Sheena than Sheena. Gradually their meetings became longer and now they were meeting in solitude ... Both of them used to promise each other to spend their whole life together. Sheena would close her eyes and touch his face, neck, chest, arms, hands, when he asked, "What are you doing?" She would smile, "I'm in love" ... Saleem would keep looking at her.
                              Saleem Nawaz wanted to get married soon but Sheena wanted their anguish to increase a little more. Pati ... Saleem could not understand his words but he respected the intensity of Sheena's love.
               Everyone fell in love with Sheena but Saleem was bogus in this matter. Sheena had been very supportive in this matter as well, assuring her that she would teach him everything over time. Saleem Nawaz was satisfied.
                For a few days, Sheena had insisted that Saleem Nawaz meet her at night. It was difficult for Saleem to meet her at night because it was very difficult and almost impossible to go out of the house in the presence of her father. Sheena was not ready to understand anything he said. According to her, love is the only true thing in which there is no concern about boundaries and restrictions and not only that, she used to taunt Saleem Nawaz for his caution and fear of his family, due to which Saleem Nawaz's natural ego was starting to raise its head. But last night Sheena had just crossed the line and targeted his manhood and Saleem was emotional about that.
 (to be continued)