GUILTY EPI 32

            GUILTY

        EPISODE NO 32

GENRE...  GHULAM JILANI

 The fall of a human being is like a dangerous snake which stays asleep for many years and when this snake wakes up then no one can even imagine what kind of destruction has been imposed on everyone's head. The poison that comes out of its feathers destroys the houses of houses. One by one, everyone falls into the depths of this fall snake called Zawal. The intensity of the fall is deeper and darker than the height of the heights ...!
               Komal could not sleep, he was heartbroken by the state in which he had seen Ehtesham today. She was probably responsible for the embarrassment, and the thought was adding to her sense of remorse. She went to Amy's room to look for the mobile but the mobile was nowhere. She came out thinking that Amy's sleep would not be disturbed. She took a bottle of water from the fridge and headed for her room, but as she was about to open the door, she heard a whisper in her ear. He listened intently as someone was talking to someone in whispers ... it seemed like a very emotional conversation. As if someone was persuading someone for something ... but still could not recognize the gentle voice. She tightened her grip on the water bottle and stepped out onto the large wooden door.
 "Please try to understand. I am. Why are you upset? I will come to you soon. No one will stop you from loving me as long as you want. Just give me two days." Anyway, I will come to you with an excuse from my mother and then I will love you with all my heart ... It is very difficult for me to get out of such a house ... "
 This was the voice of Saleem Nawaz. Komal's earlobe turned red. He wanted to go now and come back with a stick to dispel the wisdom of Saleem Nawaz ... What was his age and what did he do?
 "What? What are you saying baby? Why should I be afraid of anyone ...? I am a man and men are not afraid of anyone ..."
 Saleem Nawaz had said a little angrily. Komal stopped unintentionally. Saleem Nawaz, on the other hand, cut off what was being said and became emotional again.
 "Yeah yeah that's fine ... now you see what a man's power is ... tomorrow I'll come to you and tell you what a man is ..."
 Komal's mind was spinning. She got stuck behind Saleem Nawaz.
 "Are you here?"
 "Who were you talking to?"
 "No one ... get out of the way !!"
 Saleem Nawaz spoke rudely coming out from one side. Komal blocked his way.
 "I'm asking you something, Saleem ...?" Komal's tone hardened. Saleem Nawaz stared at him ... "Have you heard your words? What kind of conversation were you talking about? And that too at that time?"
 Saleem Nawaz was obsessed with the situation he was in at the time.
 "You have no right to ask me all this. Keep up the good work !!"
 Saleem Nawaz regularly pushed him inside.
 "Why don't I have a right? I'm your older sister ... you have to tell me who this is that you were talking to ..."
 Saleem Nawaz turned to her and looked at her with sarcastic eyes.
 "You and right?" She raised an eyebrow ... "You have lost your right to be an older sister, like you are. I don't even like to talk to a joker like you. Now stop your nonsense and go and make love to the boys of the neighborhood." From...!!"
 The water bottle from Komal's hand fell down involuntarily ... Hearing such words from his own brother's mouth was like pouring hot lead on himself. Her eyes filled with tears and her lips began to flutter.
 "Salim Nawaz ..." The trembling of Komal's voice was thought to be a snarl. "I told you there is no such thing ... you accused me again? Knowingly?"
 Saleem Nawaz rolled his eyes. Komal took a deep breath and said controlling himself.
 "You tell me the whole truth. What's the matter? Otherwise ..."
 "Otherwise? Will you complain to Abu? That's right?" Saleem Nawaz said in a heartbreaking manner ... "Go and complain as you wish, no one will believe you because you are a girl ... you can't hurt me ... yes but remember this If I told my father something about you, then the girl who is a little bit of honor will become dust for you. Dad will send you to America with the same fahad. Intimidating ... Hmmm !! "
 Komal was unable to speak. As soon as Saleem Nawaz blew the whistle of his existence, Amy was standing in front of him. There are times when parents are so shocked by their own children's abuse that it is hard to believe that it is their child. Something similar happened to my mother.
 "Come in, you two ... !!"
 She said in a harsh tone and walked towards Komal's room.
 "Aren't you ashamed of any big or small? Are sons like that?"
 There was still uncertainty in Amy's style. Saleem Nawaz stubbornly looked at them. This attitude was even more disturbing for Amy.
 "Let your father know now that this move will tear your skin in half ..." Amy looked at Saleem's face angrily, "Komal is four years older than you and you have seen your attitude. Are there any brothers to disrespect your sisters, why don't you shake your tongue before selling all this?"
 My mother wanted to embarrass him but now that Saleem Nawaz had grown up, he was thinking of harassing my mother in a big way.
 "Just do it, Amy ... I know very well that you have also met this character ... she is having an affair with the wandering boys of the neighborhood ..."
 Amy's face turned red with rage. She got up from her seat and stood up.
 "Stop your nonsense, Saleem Nawaz, let me pick up the stick ... Who has filled you with so much poison? What kind of language are you using for your mother and sister? Have I taught you this?" ? "
 Saleem Nawaz also thought of removing all limits of arrogance today.
 "Isn't it true that you are also involved with him, helping him in wrongdoing with him ...? I am not a child, Amy, I know everything ..."
 "Saleem Nawaz, listen to me! Your sister has not taken any wrong step. Do you understand? Nor does she have any affair with the wandering boys of the neighborhood. You also know very well that your sister is like that. Can't, but if you're doing it to cover up your mistakes, don't forget that God's rod is silent ... "
 A wave of fear passed through Saleem Nawaz's chest.
 "Son, I am the mother of you people and no one can know the children better than the mother. How did you even think that I can support Komal in any wrong deed? You are all equal to me and all of you It is my responsibility to solve life's problems ... a mother can never mislead her children ... !! "
 "But you're doing it wrong ... by supporting it ... !!"
 "How can you say that?"
 "Because I have heard from my own ears, you want to marry her with that dignity. Instead of correcting her mind, banning her, you are teaching her the opposite lesson. He should have been beaten to death like the Sharifs do but you are supporting him ... and still you say you did nothing wrong? Well I can't say anything to you because unfortunately you are mine. There is a mother..but yes, let me tell you one thing, I am not ashamed to watch my sister celebrating rallies..she is still alive !! "
 Saleem Nawaz's words were so disturbing that my mother kept looking at him ... How did so many wrong ideas come into Saleem's mind and how did this thinking of Saleem Nawaz grow up. Amy had a lot to think about.
 Komal sat on one side of the bed like a living corpse.
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 When Komal finished cleaning the house in the morning, he peeked into my mother's room.
 "Shall I make you some tea, Mom?"
 Amy's blood pressure was higher than last night. She was feeling very well in the morning. Komal had forced them to lie on the bed. Breakfast for Dad was made by Komal himself. Dad asked my mother many times if there was any problem, tell me but my mother did not tell him anything but it was clear that my father had left for the office with anxiety in his mind.
 "Komal, I don't want to eat or drink anything. I just want to sleep. You too can rest for a while, my daughter ..."
 Amy said softly to Komal, her heart was full. She quietly turned off the room light and sat in front of the computer.
 "Where have you been?"
 Ehtesham was already online. He immediately sent a message to Komal ... Komal's eyes were wet.
 "Amy's not feeling well. She was sitting next to him ..."
 "Oh ... what happened to them?"
 "Nothing, just BP was shot. She's feeling well ..."
 "Don't worry, everything will be fine. You can make them a small meat grinder and feed them, they will feel better ..."
 "Inshallah ... OK, I will ask for meat from Haq Nawaz ..."
 "Komal, I know you are angry with me ..."
 Komal wondered what kind of boy he was. Instead of being angry, he was asking him if he was angry.
 "No! I can't be angry with you ..."
 "That tomorrow ..."
 "Do you also smoke cigarettes?"
 "No, Komal. It's nothing like that. He was very upset in the bus. He didn't know what to do, so I smoked a cigarette."
 Ehtesham was embarrassed.
 "I'm sorry Ehtesham ..."
 There were tears in Komal's eyes.
 "Why are you saying sorry my dear?"
 "Because I showed your heart, you upset me ... I shouldn't have been so emotional ..."
 Her tears were still falling from her eyes.
 "But I have no such thing in my heart, just promise me you will not do anything in the future that will make you live and die with pride ..."
 "Okay then promise me you'll never hurt yourself like you did yesterday ... you know how much I was hurt?"
 Ehtesham smiled depressedly.
 "It was a little painful ... she was calm and gentle ..."
 "Peace?"
 "Yeah ... if you're in front of my eyes, so close to me, the pain becomes a relief for me ..."
 "Just do it, Ehtesham, you have started talking like crazy ... what happened to you?"
 "Love you ... and that too intensely ... maybe true love is like that ..."
 "I love it too, but everything looks good in moderation, pride ..."
 "What is the love that should be done in moderation? I told you that I have been in a relationship with some but many girls before you but you told me what is true true love ... I used to get bored with everyone but my love for you is growing with each passing day and I am most amazed at that. To be honest, you really made me wander. Made man ... I only knew the dark chapter of love. You showed me the way with the light of love.
 Ehtesham was speaking in a lost manner.
 "And the funny thing is, I don't know when I did it."
 Komal was crying and smiling. Ehtesham laughed heartily at his words.
 "Because you have no makeup, your love is not lost, there is no purity, in your heart there is no lust for luxurious palaces, bungalows, cars, but the desire for a small paradise-like house ... Whoever finds such a girl is the happiness of the world." If destiny is not human, then what is?
 They were both smiling. Some of the happiest moments of life were given to him ... Which were to come in handy in difficult times ... The sad heart was about to be filled with memories.
                 For a while they both completely forgot what was going on in their lives, it was just their time ... because they both knew they needed each other right now, from each other. Encouragement is needed so that they can bring strength in themselves to deal with problems like mountains.
 "I have good news for you ... !!"
 Komal suddenly startled him by saying happily.
 "Really? Tell me quickly, my ears are longing to hear any good news ..."
 Ehtesham spoke impatiently.
 "My mother has agreed ... !!"
 Ehtesham couldn't believe it because of happiness ...
 "Did she really agree?"
 Komal restrained his smile as he asked uncertainly.
 "Just swear to you ..."
 "Komal ... Komal ... Komal ... my dear, you have made me happy ... how much I am tormented to hear this sentence ..."
 "I know Ehtesham ... just now we are going to be one very soon ... !!"
 "Thank God ... if you were with me I would kiss you and make you feel bad ... I am so happy ... !!"
 In Komal's ear, the words sent in the poison of Saleem Nawaz resounded, he became very angry.
 "Please, Ehtesham ... don't tell me how many times I have told you, but none of my words affect you ..."
 "Oh, I forgot in happiness ... I won't say sorry now ..."
 "No, there is a time for everything. Now is not the time for all these things. Why don't you take precaution. Never listen to me."
 "Komal, what's the matter, man, will you talk to me like this now? I'm sorry ... if you say so, I will fall at your feet ... !!"
 Komal tried to control himself. She realized that she could not take revenge on Saleem with pride. The moment of happiness had just come.
 "I just don't like it at all ... I want a pure relationship between the two of us ..."
 "I know that's why I have so much respect for you in my heart ... !!"
 "I have a lot of respect for you in my heart too. I just want us to be tied up in a strong bond so that we don't have to talk like thieves, we don't have to be held accountable for our sins and rewards." . "
 "Insha'Allah, it will be like this ... now everything will be fine, are you happy?"
 "Too much too much ... just bring your mother as soon as you can and yes I forgot to tell you, my mother has given permission with great difficulty she was not agreeing to you but she gave a The time of the week has been given. In any case, you will send Aunty, Uncle and Sadia Baji this week. I will be waiting. "
 Komal looked very excited.
 "By the way, I was wondering what should be in the food. You tell me what to make. What does Aunty like in food?"
 It was as if Komal's feet were not resting on the ground.
 "By the way, I'm wondering if the food will not look strange in the first meeting? Do you say tea should be arranged or the food will be better? Ehtesham? Hello ... Ehtesham ???"
 Ehtesham's own blood had dried up.
 He felt scared by Komal's happiness.
 "Yes, yes? ... Yes, Komal, consider it appropriate like you ..."
 "What's the matter, you're right?"
 Giving Komal anxiety for the sake of pride was tantamount to hurting himself. What would he tell her now that he himself has become homeless, how can he fulfill Komal's wish ... "Oh God help," he said to himself.
 "Why did you suddenly shut up? Tell me what happened?"
 "Komal, I have one thing to say to you ... !!"
 "Ehtesham bothers me every time you say this. After all, what is it that you don't tell me and always leave incomplete? Today you have to tell me what you have so much to tell." Have to think? "
 "Komal, I actually talked about you and my relationship at home, but ..."
 Ehtesham did not understand how to tell Komal, he was scared thinking of Komal's expected reaction.
 "But?"
 Komal's heart beats loudly ...
 "But Komal ... Amy did ..."
 "What did Auntie say?"
 "She didn't believe me ... she was very angry and I stubbornly left home for you ... !!"
 Komal felt as if someone had lifted him from the sky with full force and hit him on the ground. She opened her eyes in surprise and kept looking at the last message of pride shining on the screen.
 (to be continued)