GUILTY EPI 20

           GUILTY

       EPISODE NO 20

GENRE... GHULAM JILANI

             Don't ask me the depths of my past
              My past is nothing but my humiliation
 "Amy, you shouldn't have said that in front of your father ... !!"
 As Haq Nawaz left, she approached Amy and complained to Amy in a sad tone. Amy had never spoken to Abba in such a rage before, or it would be better to say that she had never been so out of touch with her. She left her hands on the bed in the living room of Salem Nawaz and Haq Nawaz. They existed…
 "Daddy was already angry ... More of your talk on it went to oil on the burn ... If anything happened to you, what would become of us?"
 She placed her head in her lap and spoke in a damp tone.
 "Seven years - !!"
 No confusion was born in Amy's sobriety, but when these words came out of her lips, Komal raised her head and looked at Amy's face. She was talking to herself as if she were watching a strange point on the front wall.
 "This man kept me away from my parents for seven years - I was a housewife, the eyes of my parents' eyes - I could not even see the face of my parents in their uncanny ego and false pride, and my father in this world. Stay away from ... "
 Two tears broke down in her sackcloth, but she kept on speaking - they were traveling in the past.
 "How many seasons have come and gone? ... I have lost my share of life, sacrificing my every desire and happiness for the sake of this person's ego ... it has never been happier."
 Many tears fell down from their eyes at once. They keep talking.
 "This brutal man, along with his mother, drove me home - robbed me of my drinking baby - rewarded me for my sacrifices - but my mother's compulsion and brotherly attitude. I was plagued with the feeling that maybe there was no place for me in the world ... "
 Amy's past was very traumatic ... she was shocked -
 "I went to work in a factory so that my brothers and sisters didn't feel comfortable with me. - When four bucks came in, everyone's mouth closed, but my mother's heart was restless." Where was my mother's trauma ... She also shed tears in my arms one night ... I kept crying all night asking God why didn't I die? I was in pain, death should have come to me ... "
 Amy's breath went away and tears flowed down her cheeks. How the storm hid in her fragile existence and how unaware she was. They never even made sense. How deep was Amy?
 "My affection was traumatic for the children but this cruel person still did not show mercy to me ... but the power might have come to my mercy ... when everyone abandoned their mother and son, show the world. Bring me back - everyone had stopped kissing, but I grew up and took care of this brutal mother's condition while she was still relieved. Also, she would not stop talking to me and persuading me and this man continually humiliating me with his mother ... Who was I now living in the world with which to defend myself? It was better to go poisoning the words of the husband and the mother-in-law… I kept pouring the poison all over my body… there was no one in the area to understand my pain except Grandmother ... You had your responsibility on my shoulders - May Allah bless them with a crotch paradise, Amen - they hit my path with their love and compassion, but I ... I ended my life with myself. Had done ... "
 Amy kept talking but gentle didn't break them at all - It was probably best to go down the stream.
 "Then one night your grandmother kept asking me to apologize for a long time, I thought it was out of whack, but one day she was released from prison for a life of weeping ... your grandmother. After leaving the world, I found out that God sent you three as my strength ... After the death of my mother, this man left alone and realized my importance - I saw his obedience, service. - But now I had no attachment to this man from my life - I wish I had been as cruel and cruel as this person would have counted and retaliated ... but I didn't do that. Well, God didn't put this thing in my yeast - the sand of time kept slipping and its false love - I wanted separation - it kept me celebrating ... I could talk to him away from his shape. Did not want to look up to, but it is a woman's greatest good or bad that she believes in (Imra Ahmed) and I also accepted that this person was not left alone - we were under one roof. We were living but like strangers… standing between us The yawning got stronger - My father and I have decided to live under a contract with you - for your sake only. She found her engagement in books and I ... I was in the world. I hated this person's existence, so I tried my best to stay away from him. "
 Amy's tone was painful. Komal asked in the middle.
 "Amy, was Abba not ashamed of her past behavior with you? She must have apologized ...?"
 Amy ran a quick glance at it and once again fixed her gaze on the wall.
 "Hoona! Forgiveness ... The human capacity for begging for a son must be enormous ... A person who is living in slavery to his ego does not become ashamed, even breathes his false ego. Lives on - even the breath is left with it. "
 "Um…. !!"
  Amy and Kuml looked at the door of the room at the slamming sound of Saleem Nawaz and Haq Nawaz - They were both bowing down ... He was deeply ashamed of how much he had come to torment his caring mother.
 Amy wiped her arms, wiping away uneasy tears and they all wrapped up with Amy's neophyte body.
 "We're sorry Amy ... !!"
 Haque Nawaz said regularly crying. Saleem was also deeply ashamed.
 "All three of you are the reason for my life - only because of you guys, I'm still alive or else when I've lost myself ... and that's true! Save me !!"
 Amy said, kissing the forgotten innocent face of the three in her hands. Haq Nawaz was hanging from them ... Amy lovingly rubbed her head on ...
 "I have no one else in this world for you - you promise. You will never leave your mother alone ... I will not let my head bend to shame ... By coincidence, love, behavior." . "
 Saleem Nawaz was still bowing his head. Perhaps he was ashamed of his move and did not think that he could fit his eyes with Amy.
 "Amy, you don't worry at all. We will take revenge on all the abuses you have made with Aba. ... They will not go away now Amy ... we are not for you ... !!"
 Haq Nawaz's chest was full when Amy wiped her tears from the nappy and nodded in disbelief.
 "No, my liver, you won't do such a thing ... Keep this in your mind that your mother never taught you to hate your father. You never did the cruelty of your grandmother. No Dandora of bereavement in front of you guys because I know the agony I went through and I just had to endure it ... If I were to poison about your dead grandmother then you guys would. Have you forgiven all their species long ago because they had seen their fate before leaving this world ... He has been acquainted with many lessons. So you won't lose any respect for your father ... you understand my point ...? "
 The views of the three children differed on their views. Lord Nawaz had dropped himself in the eyes of his children today, and Samina was feeling clear in the eyes of her children. She was filled with a cold sigh, riding her bus on young children was a daunting task.
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 Komal was massaging her head with oil on Amy's head. Abba's animal grip had destroyed Amy's hair from one side to the other. He finished the massage with gentle hands while carefully avoiding the wound and closed the vial of oil - Amy was silent for two days. Gum was sitting in the same condition ... On the phone rang, Komal picks up Amy's mobile…
 "Nebula's father-in-law is Amy ..."
 He pushes Amy's mobile by pressing the button on it. How could Nebula Phup's phone be a sign of goodness ... She was visiting Tea this evening with her only sprouts ... Komal told Ayesham about this news with a pang of heart and he laughed.
 "Lots of laughs?"
 "Are you not so stupid as you to sit up and down without worry ... You are making Mount Rai my life ..."
 "The mountain of Rai will only be formed when that devious Fahd marries me and you will sit back and laugh."
 He clashed and said: "Ahsam has taken the theory."
 "Thinking of such a thing in front of me, in front of me - you only have my right to do not understand once?"
  Slowed down and didn't say anything.
 "There is no Mai Red who can remove the gentleman from the Abyssinam ... the Absalom will pass through it ... !!"
 Komal was satisfied. Now he did not feel threatened by the name Fahd because he believed in Ahsam.
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 As expected Fahad once again came up with his offer - he was taking Haq Nawaz and Salim Nawaz to feed the ice cream. Had done
 "Aaaaah ... No thanks. I have a headache. You guys please go."
 He refused the facility - but Amy, including Nabila Phepho, insisted on going with her.
 "Hey don't get headache tension at this age ... go do it yourself, walk around ... be totally unfaithful to Fahad. It's very Julie C. Nature - her friends do good things with her too. ... Jaa-son ... go get the best of ... !! "
 Fahad was looking at his mother with a smile. Kumble could not even smile. She didn't want to do that.
 "Ice cream can still be eaten, but I would love to spend this time with you. - I have discovered some new brands from the net - will definitely be of interest to you as a whole new collection. And that too in the Affordable Prizes. "
 The gentleman laid his hand on the vein of the nebula sore throat. B. Fahd Komal's cleverness b